Hello fellow brains,
My recent rediscovery of awareness and focus is so much more fun, if I can use it for my and others good. As we all know: That doesn’t always work
I’m 23 yrs old and have been formerly diagnosed with ADHD. I did not get any type of treatment till now. I started with MTP and that was like putting on the right strength of glasses all of the sudden. With having been raised by a mom un-diagnosed but suspected of ADHD, I can’t really say I have any type of “normal” conscience. It feels like my synapses are just wired differently, but also the same, than/as a lot of people.
I found a lot of posts in our community incredibly inspirational! And those moments of clarity came from everybody and anybody in here! So Thank You All for being You
My past flashing in front of me on Ritalin, was kinda like running into a brick wall, which you can’t see, but feel, before you run into it. Though I’m grateful for the time before, I kinda am also for the time now.
I thought about how I could bring smth to the community, and I wanted to share with you some things I wrote down after dissociating (I guess kinda in the ‘waking up’ part of it)
Every pain, every hurt, every second, every hour
Is yours forever, and that is your power
My lack of social interactions is fine
If I could, I would, I tried, I’m fine
When everything is wrong, you make it right
I tell myself every night
Have at it ;D