Hello Fellow Brains!
I’ve been following how to adhd since the beginning of this year as my partner suspected I had it as his siblings have it and he can recognise it.
Been officially diagnosed with ADHD and a touch of autism as of the 21st September. Yay official brain!!
I’m so glad I got an official diagnosis. Adhd impacts my life, work, relationships, emotions to the point I feel I can’t function as a human at all a lot of the time.
In terms of medication I’ve started off on Elvanse 20mg which for the first week has been honestly life changing!! Felt like I could actually look after my partner on an equal footing, got sooo much house stuff done like superwoman (probably a little help from hyper focus but meds super helped get over the wall of awful) and my anxiety over my work day and depressive/disproportionate emotions in general were much more manageable!
Having said all of this I have found that now my body has gotten ‘used to’ this dose and I find that it’s not half as effective for emotional regulation and my depression and anxiety seem to be creaping in again nearly full force as if I’m not on meds at all. Productivity is still good but it’s certainly harder like before.
I’d taken my first 20mg dose for 4 days in a row, then had 2 days off and have started it again over the last 3 days.
I’m going up to 30mg elvanse as of tomorrow as I was advised to work my way up from 20mg by my doctor who diagnosed me.
My main question is this:
Despite a certain dose working for you to start with, does your body eventually stop getting affected by it as well as it seems to in the beginning?
I’ve had an emotional ride of the absolute highs of happiness with feeling more like myself and clear headed than I have for years, to “damn, I don’t think this is working anymore and that first positive burst might have been it”
Will I get a consistent feeling of being able to cope in life on the right dose or is just that initial week of getting used to the dose I’m on all I’m gonna get?
I’m worried and pretty scared it’s not gonna work longterm, I know it’ll help and I know I’ll need to keep my mental health care/therapy up as well, but I can’t have this be all it is for the rest of my life and my partners life.
Thanks to anyone for their help/guidance on this, I’d appreciate it so much xx