I wanted to share this great news with you, though it’s too scary for me to even think of that.
Well I got married 4 years ago with a man that I loved and left my country to live with and that I knew he had Asperger and also his daughter who is 17 now and turning 18 in few month.
I was never a routine person or too responsible except in my job, then I got married and I had more responsibilities that I had to do only because I love this man and I want things to be good.
I can’t sleep most of the time I guess it’s from the pain in my body and I guess it’s mainly from anxiety but the pain is so bad specially at night.
My daughter and my husband are very very smart, very high IQ, that makes them correct me most of the time which I sometimes really don’t like and off course I’m not organised and they are too organised and I’m too more flexible then them.
I hate it that I’m not reading, because of the focusing part, sometimes when they talk to me I don’t get it because they are talking about new things happening in the world or general knowledge.
I’m not sure how I will handle this baby with all what I have in my plate, I wish I’m like other moms who are reading a lot of things and learning how to handle their baby. I have a lot of books, I start - get board of trying to focus - then I close the book.
I still didn’t take pills because I was prescribed by ADHD and a bit of social anxiety while I was trying the IVF as I’m 40 years old.
Long story short anyone is dealing with an Asperger family
How did you handle your new born child?what do you advise me so I don’t skip imp things for my child?