Hi everyone, this is my first post her to see if i can get any help.
I started off my current relationship well and we were happy and now it is falling to sand because i am having a super hard time with change and regulating my emotions enough to please the person im with. He keeps saying that he can’t handle this and i just don’t want to let go of this relationship in fear of losing all i have.
with this relationship, i have a way around, someone to do something with and have become some sort of parent which is my dream to have my own children. but right now i have so much stress and part of it is him putting so much on me, his family hates me now because my emotions and i don’t know what to do. he says he loves be but than goes into “work mode” and yells and can’t deal with me at all.
I need help to figure out what i should do because i feel like i don’t want to lose this relationship but i also don’t know how good it is for me. And if i do let this go i am afraid i won’t find anyone who will actually love me and in a world where i see all my old high school classmates, my sister and everyone around me getting married and wanting to start their own families, im scared that will never happen for me.
Please if you have any advice i would really appreciate it because i have been stuck in this stupid situation making me situationally depressed for over 2 months now