Okay so today is one of those hot days where you can wear pretty revealing clothes. I remember mom telling me recently that maybe I shouldn’t wear shorts this year cause I gained quite some weight and I gain it all in my legs. She had good intentions with it, but obviously I told her: I’ll wear what I want.
That’s also exactly what I’m doing right now! It’s pretty funny how I’ve been so insecure about my body all these years and that, now I’m actually the heaviest I’ve ever been I’m loving myself. Am I planning on loosing weight? Depends on how you look at it. I’m not focussing on that anymore. I just wanna focus on adapting a healthier lifestyle and just changing my muscle to fat ratio in my body. I’m not necessarily looking to loose weight anymore and I also don’t care if I look the same with more muscles or different. I really don’t care. Loosing weight would just be a little extra bonus for me these days. And I think that everyone should think that way. If you wanna change your diet and workout more it should be bc you wanna live a more healthy lifestyle. Not bc you wanna lose weight. I’m still busy changing my diet, and putting that in my lifestyle. I’m almost there. I just could cut out a few carbs cause I’m eating a little too much of those. And I’m still recovering from my burnout so I don’t have a lot of energy to do proper workouts yet. But I am doing things like walking and such so I’m also not sitting still.
But, here’s my look for the day:
And I’m putting the picture here to show that also someone who’s not super skinny can be confident in their skin and looking like this with a little bit bigger legs is absolutely okay! I’m aware that I’m still not super oversized or something. But I’m also not like a super skinny person Or have rocker abs or something.
I hope this helps others feel more confident too, cause that’s why I’m posting this! I’m really happy with myself. It had to start with accepting the way I look and it turned to loving myself. It took me 2 whole years to go from hating myself to loving myself and for some it may take much longer. That doesn’t matter. It’s not an overnight thing as long as you’re trying to work on it.