So my gp has this thing where you can sign up and then book one appt online (which I’ve done and I’ll do the full thing later) so at some point I think I’m gonna book an appt and ask for an assessment of whether I have ADHD.
Kinda nervous (read: absolutely terrified) about it because if I do then everything changes but if I don’t then it’s on me and that’s scary.
Some people have said I show signs of it, others have said I don’t so I don’t really know at this point but I relate and I feel it’s now interfering with my life enough to be upsetting for me so ima just go for it and beg forgiveness of my parents later. (After all, if it’s true then it’s good I went, if it’s not then they don’t need to know)
I feel I’ve mentioned it too much around my friends, especially recently so I’m scared to say anything. My girlfriend thought she might have dyslexia and is getting tested for it soon and I’m real proud of her for it coz she was so worried about it but it’s kinda upsetting coz I talk about ADHD and I don’t think she believes me and so isn’t proud or excited for me about it. It’s kinda sad.
I dunno. I’m really anxious about the appt but I think I need to do it otherwise I’m just gonna get stuck here and it’s gonna start causing problems. At least I’ll finally get an answer, even if it’s not one I want.
Just to clarify: I don’t want ADHD as such but I relate to it so I’d rather it be something I know about and understand rather than being because I’m actually lazy and/or not trying hard enough.