Sometimes I am like an old engine… I have so much trouble getting started. Even when it is important/urgent. But my brain is like: nahhhhh… and I can hardly get myself going to clean the house. When I get visitors it was easier. It used to be the only way to get into the right ‘vibe’ and I cleaned/decluttered more in one hour than in one week. I feel so guilty.
Why in the world do I need so much motivation/adrenaline to get started?
Maybe I am just lazy. But I don’t want a messy house and I am always trying thing that will work… sometimes they do… for like a week.
Somehow I don’t want to blame it to my brain, especially when I am not even diagnosed… but I really struggle with it. I want my house to be a home and not a storage with stuff…
How do you get yourself started? Without getting into overdrive and end up exhausted? Thats what also happens when I finally start cleaning