Hey guys. I’m frustrated with myself again.
I now have come to the part where I absolutely accept the fact that things like cleaning the house are tough for me. But nothing has been properly cleaned in weeks by now and I just can’t get it done. It’s to a point where I’m litteraly busy trying to climb the stupid wall of awful for cleanjng and then having to go over the motivational bridge as well all day. And then the cleaning is still not done at the end of the day.
I’ve been thinking on hiring something like a maid or someone to help me clean so I don’t constantly have to think about cleaning. Cause it’s taking up whole days and I can’t get anything else done. It’s very frustrating at this point.
What would you guys think? Am I the only one who seriously struggles this bad with cleaning?
I mean, I’d like to have my house nice and clean. I don’t mind any clutter or anything, but I can’t stand trash. If anything, it makes my ADHD worse. I have one room where I allow myself to trash around which is my crafting room. But this is also for creative purposes. It helps me to leave the rest of the house relatively clean from unnecessary clutter.
I seriously hope I’m not the only one. It’s so frustrating when you want to clean and you just can’t.