I’m kinda new here and haven’t been diagnosed so far even tho I’m suspecting some sort of ADD. (I’m working on an appointment with a specialist but the waiting list tends to take ages.)
But I’m somewhat running out of time lately. Currently I’m an artschool student with the subject of illustrations but I cannot seem to be motivated to do my assignments.
Actually I love to draw and work on the assignments, because most of them are about a project that I hold very dear, but somehow I’ve never been able to actually go through with those tasks. I start them but can’t finish them, even if I know what I have to do.
I try very hard to stop beating me up over it, but that takes up a lot of time and I’m afraid that the deadline I have for everything doesn’t concern me enough to be working. I mean I’m panicking about the deadline, but at the same time nothing really matters enough so that I would start to work. Even if I really want to, I just don’t want to. And I don’t get it.
Pomodoro doesn’t work with drawing and that work, but very well in household tasks that I’ve been struggling with, so does anyone have other ideas?