So I keep forgetting that this forum exists, which makes me laugh and be frustrated all at once.
I’m currently having a mild panic attack because I don’t know what to do with my life. I’ll be 38 in December. I’ve bombed college twice. I have no marketable skills. No education. I’m half ass ok at art. And I’m decent at metalsmithing. I spent ten years working in and out of various vet clinics as an assistant and receptionist before I got burned out. But I don’t feel like I have anything I’m good at that I can make a career out of. I want to be happy and content and not hate my life and job and still have time for my family.
I don’t know what I want to do or where to even begin figuring it out. My brain short circuits into panic attack mode when I start thinking about it all.
I want to feel successful. Adequate. Like I haven’t wasted my life.
Not sure what I’m looking for. Solidarity. Advice. I don’t know. I’m so mad at myself for being incapable of finishing anything I start.